poeticfool:

Through all the years I have lived my life
Keeping it true is what I am quite
Of all the things that brings me inside
I long for freedom, for me to be alive

The force that is controlling me
The fear that is keeping me lonely
Why can’t I be who I want to be?
The unknown reason, why can’t it be?

Time is wasted and courage is erased
They support me all through the way
And in the end many will be dismayed
Then I’ll be the one to slap my own face.

Liberty is just in my darkness
And freedom is found in my emptiness
And every day I wear my jeans
I AM MY HAIR!! Everyday, silently I scream.


— jmL X[[

Blonde Ambition

It’s been a week since I bleached + dyed my hair (light grey). Thought I post this aesthetic process! Felt so good to achieve one of my bucket list, but it’s too sad to compromise it because of the society I am living. So if you’ll ask me what’s my hair color now? baby, it’s Louis Vuitton Brown.. I AM MY HAIR..

Through all the years I have lived my life
Keeping it true is what I am quite
Of all the things that brings me inside
I long for freedom, for me to be alive

The force that is controlling me
The fear that is keeping me lonely
Why can’t I be who I want to be?
The unknown reason, why can’t it be?

Time is wasted and courage is erased
They support me all through the way
And in the end many will be dismayed
Then I’ll be the one to slap my own face.

Liberty is just in my darkness
And freedom is found in my emptiness
And every day I wear my jeans
I AM MY HAIR!! Everyday, silently I scream.


— jmL X[[

Goodbye Pompadour!

I decided to take my pompadour hairstyle to a rest. So I go back to the basics with my one sided bangs. Actually I was planning to get a crew cut but I got scared + doubtful. It is not that I don’t like pompadours anymore, it is just that I got too tired in maintaining it + at the end of the day my hair will dry up and it will become frisky. So I tried to play it safe for tomorrow will be the start of my On-the-Job Training because during the days of this summer, some of us trainees are required to wear corporate or formal attire and I am one of those. I need to look good and be presentable because this is a big company. And someday who knows, if they will like my work ethics + my personality maybe they will absorb me after I graduate if and only if I will be still willing to work with them, we’ll see.

You

Whom I love

I’m so sorry

I’m a BAD BOY.. 

*shout out to all VIP’s ♔

by the end of this year, i wish to have this hairstyLe!!!! O____O

(Source: , via fyeahgdbomtop)

Hair (Unkown Force)

Through all the years I have lived my life
Keeping it true is what I am quite
Of all the things that brings me inside
I long for freedom, for me to be alive

The force that is controlling me
The fear that is keeping me lonely
Why can’t I be who I want to be?
The unknown reason, why can’t it be?

Time is wasted and courage is erased
They support me all through the way
And in the end many will be dismayed
Then I’ll be the one to slap my own face.

Liberty is just in my darkness
And freedom is found in my emptiness
And every day I wear my jeans
I AM MY HAIR!! Everyday, silently I screamed.

— jmL X[[