I somehow find this Gatsby guy mysterious and i really adore the jazz age and New York. I hope I can manage to finish reading this book before it will hit in the theaters.
Wait! Wait! Wait!! Di nah jud ko bes! Mr Chineto Teller 6 was also in SM knina with her mom (how cute). I saw him first then he’s giving me a smirk the moment he saw me!! Then I smiled back and nodded! FVVKK THAT SHET! MY WORLD JUST STOPPED AND ALL I CAN HEAR IS THE BEAT IN MY HEART then MY KNEES WEAKENED. I miss this kind of moments with you! OMOOOOOOOO
Oh my gosh, I feel it in the air
If only you could know
How long did I bear.
I am so clouded by my mind
Got no time to rest
Maybe this is a summertime sadness.
-jml
This will be my humble present for you. As you say, Little Monster is not a fandom, it is a lifestyle, we live and we breathe not just for your music but also for the things that you taught and inspired us. Little Monsters are born during the midst of your fame in Bad Romance, should I say. The symbol of putting our paws up and wave it with you, but what you have done is more than that. From Just Dance days where I discovered you, you pulled the superstar in me making me dream for a better dream! I have reunited and gained a trust with my creativity which I have neglected when I was reaching puberty. You were the only white woman that I knew having a weave and having a full fighting woman confidence. I adore you, and look up to you. You were keeping on hustling doing live futuristic shows in the same and familiar costume, doing promotions and all. Then the press would label you a freak, weird, provocative and out of this world woman I wasn’t affected at all you instead, you inspired me because I know what you are capable of. You are a Lady that just wants to make music and share her music to the world. And what I loved most during The Fame days up until now is that you were very detailed in creating things one of that is your disco stick, also your iPod glasses, bedazzled shades and also for having the most collection of sunglasses. You know how to use your wisdom; you are professional and respectful whether it will be an interview, GaGavision, live shows and radio shows. I sing and imagine dancing with you in your songs which were about sex, getting drunk, fashion and fame. Then I discovered Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta you have always been making music. These songs were about love and break up and a guy. From that moment I was not just a fan, I already found the woman that I want to marry! Haha! Just kidding but that was really my thought. I was in love. You are that woman that made feel a real man. (Read behind the words). You were reaching out thru the world as you say: “Changing the world one sequin at a time.” You made The Fame Ball Tour, creating a stir. Who knew what force does this Lady have. From your liberating fashion, artistic frame by frame short film music videos and live theatrical performances (where I always drool and watch your magnificence + playing and like having sex with the piano) I was all over you inspiring me every day. And from that you have discovered the monsters of fame it was dark, mysterious at the same time revealing. Inch by inch, slowly you were revealing the truth. We knew the reason behind those artistic and creative ideas. With us inspiring you, you created The Monster Ball where kids who were like you, like me; weird, insecure, bullied, discriminated and teased are celebrating individuality, acceptance, freedom, respect, love and music. It is the only society that we knew and feel that we are really accepted even I haven’t been to your shows I felt that way. And now you have created a kingdom that is the Little Monsters-we were communicating and relating to each other. Because of you, we were reaching beyond boundaries and we speak for your love and bravery. Then you released the Record of our Life the only album that speaks for acceptance and bravery: Born This Way. You are now already our Mother Monster! You care for us and sympathize us. You are honest, proud and genuine. I have stored a part of me where you are my light when I am down, being brave in continuing making poems while singing out loud your songs while I’m in tears. I want to meet you and hug you and whisper to your ear: “Thank you so much for your music and your bravery and most of all for inspiring me. Gaga if you are reading this, I THANK GOD FOR YOU and I LOVE YOU!! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! CONTINUE MAKING MUSIC! :’) GET WELL SOON! I can’t wait for your new creations!
Senior’s Tribute
If you don’t find the humor in that quotation, then you might want to watch “The Devil Wears Prada.” Anyway, not to focus so much in the movie, a quick post just to speak out my mind.
This is my second time attending a Tribute for the seniors. The difference last year was that I did get an award/recognition and I did pay in order for me to be part of the “tributants”, I was with my real batchmates (you see, I’ve been a 4th year student twice), and also I didn’t get any souvenirs . The only the same thing is that during the reading of the class prophecy, my future somehow has something to do with Gaga. Last year’s prophecy was, I was able to meet her in person. This time I was going to be her official choreographer! LOL!! And they added more! I was also going to become the handler/trainer of Joyce (the one in the picture) for she has already become one of the most sought after supermodel in the world! Incidentally, I became her instant stylist that night because of some wardrobe catastrophe. This is just one of the few highlights for most of the celebrated tributes, besides the inspirational parting speech of our professors that made us cry and reminisce how we got through all the challenges in order to achieve our highest goal in college. Now there are more dreams to dream on, more goals to achieve. Just believe in your capabilities and dreams then work for it! Eventually, you will achieve it.
My Thank Yous are endless even the word itself cannot measure how grateful I am that behind all my mishaps and my frailties my parents still support most of my decisions and truly believed in my capabilities. All I want is for them to be proud and to be happy for me. Ma, Pa THIS ONE IS FOR US!!! ♥
March 15, 2013
Dear Friend,
I haven’t posted something personal for a very long time now since I have been busy with a lot of stuffs. And I will not even post something if it is not something special or something that I don’t have to brag about. But tonight, I can feel inside of me the urge to write something. But somehow this something describes both. So here it goes. Finally! I have finished reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower. It took me two months to finish reading it! And it has only 232 pages! Can you believe it!? LOL! My cousin can even finish reading a book like this for just a week or three days or so. But it is fulfilling by any means because this is part of my resolution, to read books. Out of my boredom, I finished reading it in a function hall in some hotel near at our house where my Lola is doing her thing, ballroom, with some other seniors. She has been doing this every Friday with Lolo (her husband). But tonight, I am her chaperone because Lolo is now in L.A. accompanying his grandchildren (my cousins) to have a vacation and to visit with their parents. I don’t know when they will be back.
Speaking about fulfilling, we are completely done with our thesis. We have it signed by our panelists on Monday and we had it book bound on the same day. Can you imagine your work being made into a book? We sacrificed for it. If it really meant to not sleep almost every night, to spend all your money for revisions just to work for it and hoped that it will be done so that if we had it book bound we will be proud that we have able to develop and apply what we have learned in college. It’s been a whole scourging school year of thesis and it did really paid off!
Things are really changing now. Classes are done and I am stuck here with my Lola as suppose to be in cheer practice because the Cheerwarriors will be having a presentation for an opening of some condo or hotel in uptown. I am really disappointed and sad. I have no choice though. I tried convincing her but I can’t go because my Lola says so. So I need to wake up early to accompany her in their store and stayed/helped her for eight long hours (that’s the reason why I was able to finish the book), also in her tennis sessions or even thrift shopping. Actually these are the things that I’ve been doing when I was still a freshie and starting out living with them. But the real change is that I will be graduating next Saturday!! My gosh?! Can you imagine it?? Finally! I can be able to chase my dreams! Step by step, I will make it all into a realization. But I still have to prepare because my parents are coming over! I am really excited and scared at the same time. Why do I always feel like high school when my parents are in my school? FVKK!! I don’t know what my friends will say about me in front of them. Gaaaaaahhhh… Let’s just wait and see for my next post! LOL!
Right now I just want to read another book like a John Green book or the Percy Jackson series or the Divergent series. Can anyone lend me one of these?
Love always,
jmL
THESIS POST DEFENSE
A lot of people are already wondering if we are thesis mates.. Why not?! Then our thesis will now be about “Integrating the Method of Embedding Agricultural Data to an Interactive Map Using Open-source GIS Tools in the Community-based Virtual Hub of the Agricultural Sector in Mindanao” LOL
WE’RE SO STRESSED, EVEN DEPRESSED. BUT WE’RE STILL LOOKING GOOD IN OUR DRESS
I AM SO FULL OF EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW
Meet One of My Egos
The Craftsman - He lives in G.O.A.T. (Government Owned Alien Territory in space). Trapped and trying to escape. He lurks in the galaxy finding inspiration and yields at night to fulfill his imaginations. blahhh… HAHA.. Just me trying to be theatrical. Well, I’m done making my own bow ties. Still undecided which bow tie to wear for my creative shoot. Well, let’s just wait and see until Wednesday. The studs on my denim polo are not yet finished. I need to have a haircut.
Denim and Lace
Hmmmmmnn… I’m doing another DIY you guys!! I will be making a look for the creative shoot in my yearbook photo.. This time I will be playing with lace and denim. What do you think could it be?? I’m still having a hard time which color to pick though. Keep posted! ^_^ #AMENFASHION
I am done with my teal-Vesace-ish presentation for my Religious Studies reporting later. Thank God I manage to got up before I truly put myself to deep sleep. So it is good night I guess.
Anxiety Attack
This was my Papa’s text message when I told him about how my first interview went. He never fails to uplift my spirit even in these times. You are always the best Pa! So how did it went?
I had my first ever job interview earlier this afternoon. And it turned out to be my worst job interview by far!
At first, while I was waiting for my turn I was calm, confident and relaxed. I even did a pep talk for Joyce because she was nervous. When it was my turn, I just smiled and uttered my first few words as an answer to the interviewer’s first question then I paused for a moment and when I was ready to speak again, I just literally black out as in out of words for how many seconds. At one point, I wanted to walk out because my body was heating up. Then he throws me more questions where I always end up saying “that’s all” without a complete thought of my answer. I can really feel the heat on my neck and on my ears. I am sitting uncomfortably and I cannot control my composure. It was the worst feeling ever! I don’t want to be in that position again! GAAAAAAHHHH….
So tomorrow is another day. That means it is day 2 for the Job Fair in our University. We still have 2 more companies to apply. Wish us luck! Hopefully I will never have that feeling tomorrow.
hmmmnnn… more of Haggardo Versosa (as always) + Pagoda Cold Wave Lotion!! WAHHAHAHAHA…
(Source: tumblrrmokong, via johjimon)
